Frustration.

Now most days i can handle the little calories i have to eat (between 1300-1500) and i genuinely try to eat as well as possible.. however today i couldn't take it. After 2 weeks of messing up one day of the week and spending the rest of the week trying to correct it, i got extremely angry over the fact that i feel i will never again be able to eat what i want. Now i'm not saying every day.. but i am frustrated that i have to spend so much time correcting my behavior just for indulging a few hundred calories once a week. Perhaps i'm doing something wrong, or perhaps i've reached a plateau! At this point i don't know.. but today of all days i've broken down because of it. I suppose tomorrow i'll get up and start a new. Do my Jillian Michaels aerobics and eat as healthy as i can. I just hope i can get past this hurdle because it's really wearing on my mind.