Day 40-43

Its been a rough couple daysfor me emotionally. Yesterday was a good day for sure but the others had me feeling bummed. I've been eating between 1000 and 1400 cal a day, usually on the low side and I've been sticking to the program but my scale still tells me I'm up to 209lbs. What the crap? I'm so aggravated, is it my body adapting to new food? Ill give it the week and then ill explore other options in doing aerobics again. So sick of it.
Tonight is the first night I'm going to cheat. Its my friends birthday and I'm having a little bit of alcohol and a small sliver of cake that I made for her. Let's see how much that fucks up my scale lol
Till tomorrow,
Lady C